My Bucket List

I already had a bucket list mainly because of my fear of dying and feeling that something missing, it really is not a long or super complex list mainly because i have already done several things but here i am gping to put the ones that i still need. first is to pay all my debts, by this also mean my promises for example there is a classmate to hom i owe an ice cream for a bet we made in the first semester but for certain reasons this has become complicated but i don´t want to die knowing that i owe her something,it is not that it so cimplicated to complly because it is something difficult like climbing a mountain, but it is difficult to find the time and the opportunity to pay off my debt. the second is a little more complicated and is to be able to graduate and be a good psychologist, for that i need to study hard and do my best and that is what i am doing but many times there are moments of mental weakness or diffult subject that make this goal a little more expensive than the previous one. The last and most important thing on the list is being able to get married, have children and live happily and in peace, obviously there will be some difficulties, like being able to find someone who loves me and I love her and that we have a good relationship, added to the fact that that having children is not easy or free, apart from the fact that there is always the possibility that my partner does not want to have children or get married, the good thing is that being my goal in life is not that I spend all my time looking for a girlfriend, I need to mature to to be able to make sure that I can have a good relationship. I think I still don't know the person I'm going to end up marrying, but I feel that in order to share this goal on my bucket list, that person is required to be someone who gives me the feeling that he or she is someone I can really trust and It will support me to be a better version of myself and that I can also do it for that person. I know there are few things, but others on my list, like giving me a massage or feeling that my life was of some use to someone else, have already been accomplished.